Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in too_emo_to_care's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
12:18 am	Hm, anyone want to hear about Hudson?` Hm, Hudson is my new 'boyfriend'. We started dating tonight, he's cute and all, and oh so sweet. I like him, but I don't know how long this will last, I don't know if I want a relationship. He's really caring though. It's different, I haven't had a boyfriend in so long, I so hate admitting that, but it's true, I haven't, I guess i'm not much of a relationship type, depends on the guy also, I have to like the personality he has and things like that, I do like Hudson's personality, but certain things about him annoy me. I need to quit being so nitpicky, anyway, i'm tired, later. <3 Jenny. (Comment on this)
Friday, November 11th, 2005
12:55 pm	In Need of Something or Someone. -Cause I can't fake and I can't hate.- Ashlee Simpson: Undiscovered. Seems like the past comes back to bite you in the ass, huh? Well, that is what happened to me. I haven't really posted about anything like this in my online journals in quite awhile, about a year now. It's probably going to be pretty obvious soon what this entry is about and if you don't want to read it, I reccomend you quit now. Anyway, I don't know how to even react or feel anymore. Right now, I'm just dissapointed in myself for forgiving you the first time. I feel like I did something wrong, hm, maybe I did, I don't know, but how do I know? I'm having mixed feelings about you leaving again. I guess in a way it's good, but then another way, it is losing you all over again and I don't know how to deal with that. We talked about this for quite awhile and I told you everything about it, how i'd feel if you left again, what I would think of you...and you still choose to leave. I really have a lot of things to say to you, but I don't know how to say them, I guess this is my way of saying them, such as venting maybe, I don't know. I once told you that if you left again, I'd hate you and i'd be dissapointed in you, but neither of those things are true and that is why I am having a hard time because I can't hate you, no matter how much you leave or do whatever it is the hell you do, I can't hate you because I guess..I care, when I have absolutely no reason to. I really wish I could be like you and just drop friends whenever I want and think it's okay just to come back whenever it's convienent for me to, but I can't do that, I have something that is called morality, oh yeah, and that other little thing called HUMANITY! I seriously want to know how you could do this to people you claim to care about, sit there and not talk to them, just leave them behind like it's okay to do. Are you that heartless? It is honestly starting to seem like it. You turned your back on me once, this is the second time, maybe if you come back, you can leave again and not come back, third time is the charm, right? Maybe that will be the final straw for me to let go and just be able to brush you off and not care. I wish I could say that someone I called my best friend was nothing to me, but i'm sorry, I can't do that, i'm not you. Maybe we'll see eachother in the near future, but i'm left wondering again, wondering what you're doing, when you're coming back, wondering if you're even ever gonna come back, wondering if you care. Anyway, all, i'm out of things to say, okay, i'm actually not, but I am done posting about how someone left, later. <3 Jenny. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 21st, 2005
2:33 pm	My memory rests, but never forgets what I lost. I'm bored and just got home not even an hour ago and my dad starts bitching at me saying I need to get my room packed because we're moving, he bought a new house, hell, I never asked to move, I am content where I am, so why does he have to get me all up and moved when I am just fine where I am? Truthfully, I love the new house, but would rather stay where I am. Er. Anyway, I am just really tired, I didn't go to bed til atleast three, but I guess it's fairly decent that i'm tired because school starts tomorrow and I should get a good nights sleep. I feel compelled to watch either The Crow or Phantom of the Opera. I stlil stand by my statement when I said Eric Draven is hot, too bad Brandon Lee died, he was an awesome actor. Er, school starts tomorrow. I'm looking foward to seeing friends I haven't seen in awhile, but the whole class part, really, not so much. Okay, maybe just alittle bit, i'm excited about one class which I have no clue where the hell it is. Well, I might just have to ask someone then, huh? I think that'd be a good idea. Anyway, i'm going. Later. Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 20th, 2005
4:42 pm	Random Survey Have you ever Been on stage? Yes Smoked? Ew. No Drank? Once. At my moms wedding Stolen Something? No Been arrested? No Done something you regreted? Yes Lied to a friend? Yes Done something embarasing? Many many times Cried from a movie? Yes, the Notebook Been snowboarding/skiing? No Been to another country? No Made out with your best friend? No Made out with a girl? No Made out with two different people in the same day? No been used? Yes used someone? Probably dated someone because you felt bad for them? No Been in love? Yes Gone on a date? Yes Last person.... You hugged My mom You kissed Johnathan You loved Thats confidential You cried over My dad You missed Chris You yelled at Josh You talked too on the phone Jenn You instant messanged Lana Right now... What are you wearing? Shirt and jeans Are you drunk? No Are you high No Music? Yes What song? Not sure by who? Not sure are you sick? No are you alone? Yes do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? No are you in love? Maybe, my business, not yours whos your best friend? Heather, Jenn, Tyler, Tash, Lana, Keri, Short, the list keeps going on and on whats your favorite song? Wake Me Up When September Ends-Green Day Pick one.... hot chocolate/coffee Hot chocolate hearshy bar/energy bar Hearsy Var soda/gatorade Gatorade abercrombie and fitch/hot topic Abercrombie American eagle/pac sun AE tank top/tee shirt Tank top hoodie/zip-up Hoodie bowling/lazer tag Lazer tag hoops/studs Hoops single dates/group dates Both are fine beach/lake Beach night/day Day pants/shorts Pants dress's/skirts Skirts Random.... Whats your most overused saying online? "Cubby" If you could go anywere in the world right now were would you go? Hawaii Who would you love to talk to right now? Tash or Chris Whens your Birthday? Um. November What sighn are you? Scorpio What do you notice first in a guy/girl? Eyes Whos the person you hate the most? Um. I don't hate anyone, but I strongly dislike this evil evil girl.. What is your most missed memory? Joking online with Tash What kind of make up do you were? Clinique or Avon How do you usually wear your hair? Down or up What makes you smile? My friends What makes you laugh? Inside jokes with people What makes you feel better no matter what? Friends Do you like to cuddle? No Do you like someone? Yes Does someone like you? I don't know CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! (Comment on this)
2:56 pm	A poem for Eric Draven I wrote a poem about the movie The Crow I wish you would have said goodbye Atleast before you went You never got to say goodbye Not to her, not to me. She is in heaven and you’re still here By some miracle, you’re here once more You have to avenge the death of you and her. You have to get justice. What happened was a tragedy No doubt about that Just the things you do They will forever set us apart You deserve justice for your death Justice for you and her The day you went out the window Was the day that you did not fly. (4 Comments |Comment on this)